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Former doodlemcfiddle (Nova Rayne). Now I go by my og username, itsforevermonday. A chronic, BL (MxM) burned-out writer who is trying to embrace her writing style.
Former doodlemcfiddle (Nova Rayne). Now I go by my og username, itsforevermonday. A chronic, BL (MxM) burned-out writer who is trying to embrace her writing style.
Hello, everyone. I hope you're all doing well. You might be wondering why I disappeared, haven't updated my book, and deleted all my social media, plus my website. After putting Sidelines on hiatus for two weeks to finish a short webcomic I was creating for Tapas back in May, I received a few messages asking why I stopped the story. It was only meant to be a short break, but during that time, my story was reported again, and I was flooded with negative reviews.
I honestly didn’t understand why this was happening or why people were saying so many harsh things about me and my work. I write because I enjoy it, and for now, I’ve never pursued monetizing my work because I don’t feel the need. I know my style may not be like others. My stories tend to be melancholic, slow-paced, and not explicit enough for certain tastes. But that doesn’t give people the right to attack me.
I ended up having a mental breakdown to the point where I couldn’t write or draw, leading to a kind of paralysis. I took the last few months to think and traveled over the summer because my husband couldn't stand seeing me like that. It helped, and now I’m trying to rebuild my confidence and start again because I don’t want to give up.
To regain some confidence, I’ve started a new story for the Action Fantasy contest as a way to push myself. It's just 20 chapters, and I'm hoping it will help me feel more comfortable writing Sidelines again. I don't want the book to stagnate, but I'm also scared to continue. Some projects are meant to be left behind, while others deserve a chance to be finished. So, I’ll probably continue writing Sidelines, but first, I plan to edit and maybe change some scenes. I’ll also bring back my other omegaverse stories.
Thank you so much for sticking with me, and to those who reached out with messages of support, I really appreciate it, and it meant a lot. If you’re interested, my new story is called Chronos Dominium: The Uprising, set in the guideverse.
And a special thank you to Ritoria and all the readers here for supporting my story—this has been one of the most amazing places I’ve ever posted.
Sorry for the short message.
Please update Sidelines soon.
There is a new version of the last chapter, 'I Wanted It All,' in Ethan's POV. It is slightly edited, so you can re-read and enjoy these two cinnamon rolls again, getting handsy with each other. Jackson's POV is coming soon!
Hey! If you want to see the teaser for the next chapter, go ahead and check out Sidelines: The Gallery, and enjoy the NSFW illustration of our cinnamon rolls! Here is the link: ❤️ https://www.novaraynestories.com/sidelines-the-gallery
Hey guys, just a quick update! The first batch of emails from those who subscribed to my newsletter to receive all things 'Sidelines' and my other stories + extra content is on the way! If you have not subscribed yet, here is the link: https://www.novaraynestories.com/newsletter
And drumroll, please! I made a Patreon page, which you will be able to join for Free and receive all the benefits of accessing my website. Here is the link: https://www.patreon.com/novaraynestories/about
As for the chapter, it will be dropped tomorrow, and starting next week, it will posted first on my website and Patreon on Wednesdays and any other platform on Fridays. Like, it is supposed to be like always. Why did this change, and why will I not drop more chapters weekly? Well, I want to concentrate on making the extra content you will enjoy soon and on those WIPs that will someday see the light. And, of course, be more consistent on the schedule so you will know when Sidelines will be posted unless I say otherwise or take a break.
You can check out all the info here in the chapter I just dropped: https://www.ritoria.com/en/chapters/exciting-news-29d8d9ed
And that's it! Remember to subscribe and, like always, have an awesome day!
Aki from Alpha Longing is finally here! I had some trouble with the commission, and sadly, I ended up making the drawing myself. I hope you like it! 🥰
so pretty.
Hey! I'm looking for some beta reviewers for my one-shot comic NSFW for the upcoming smutty chapters of Sidelines. It is just a few panels since it has not been completed yet. If someone is interested, let me know, and I will send you the link by message here through Ritoria.
Note: I will reply soon to the comments in the stories. Thank you so much for all the love 🥰🥰🥰
Me! Pick me!
Ahh, thank you so much! I already sent the link 🤩
I just checked your website and you're GORGEOUS!
Thank you so much. You are really nice, now I'm blushing 🥰🥰🥰
And you have a wonderful smile! Wish you all the best!
Hey! I wanted to update you on Alpha Longing. I'm waiting for a commission from Aki to be done. So, as soon I have it, I'll drop the chapter since I wanted to show what he looks like and because the chapter will be bloody...👀And on another note...here is a teaser of Sidelines. The next chapter will be the game, and after that, welp, you can guess 🤩
oh my I'm practically jumping in my seat
Ahhh, me too! I'm making some additions to my website so that it will be published there 🤩
Do you mind if I ask how you designed your website and where? Did you do it yourself or did you have someone do it? Thank you xx
Hey! I designed the website myself, using some inspiration from a few website designers who design for authors. Right now, the platform I'm using is Weebly's partner one, or basically the store version of Weebly, Square Up. It is pretty basic, but since I have experience with it, I have chosen it. The basic paid plan for the hosting of the domain and upgraded features is quite affordable compared to other sites and what it provides.
That's amazing! Do you know if Square Up can design a Patreon-like site, that charges memberships monthly and yearly?
You can create subscriptions and charge as you like, but I think they will not be Patreon-like, meaning you will need to upgrade the subscription (not the basic) so that clients can create accounts, and then you can add passwords to the pages you want. I think they will not receive emails if you create updates there, so you will need to do it manually. It is a wild guess. I was thinking of doing something like that eventually, but I have not experimented yet
So am I better off hiring a professional to design the website or should I have a go at it? And how long did it take you to get the website up and ready?
Hmm, honestly, you can hire someone, that's always a great option, but depending on the features you want, the cost can start at $2.5k and can go up to $10k. (I'm in my third year of Software Engineering, and my best friend works designing webs, so this is an estimate and what I have seen.) You can always try for a month and check if it can work for you, and if you don't like it, you can cancel the subscription. I get pretty much obsessed with things, so I have it ready around in 2 to 3 days
Thanks for answering my questions, it's something I've been looking into recently and I really appreciate your insights.
Yep, happy to help 🥰
Hey! I've just posted my old work. Trust me, I'm resting, but I wanted to share it with you. Alpha Longing is more than half-written; it needs edits but will be posted every Wednesday. While it might not be my best work, it holds a special place in my heart. I hope you enjoy it!
woah he's hot. Finally an alpha tha tdoesn't look like a twiiiiinkk!!!! in all seriousness, this is really good!
Ahhhh yesss! Takeshi definitely is not a twink and mostly like a bear but in a wolf skin 👀🤩 heheheh... Thank you!
HUBBA HUBBA COME TO DADDY!
This made me laugh so hard! 🫶🏼🤩
Hey! ✨ I wanted to give you all an update. It's been a few days since I last posted a chapter of "Sidelines," and I haven't been able to share the next one yet. My health has been a bit compromised in the past few weeks, and although I know I promised you the next chapter, I don't want to rush and post something that isn't properly edited.
And I've made myself a website! Now, you have the opportunity to learn a bit more about me. On this platform, I'll be sharing special side stories and blog posts, so you're warmly invited to explore it. You can check it out here: https://www.novaraynestories.com
Thank you for your understanding and continued support. Your patience and encouragement mean the world to me
you're good :] it's always good to take breaks. Heck, I take month long breaks between each chapter I post so you're good :3 And I'll check out the site when I can :0
Yes, I usually take weeks when I feel out of it, but I hope it is just for a few days until I physically feel better. Thank you so much. I really appreciated it! 🥰
I hope you feel better soon. Relax and unwind, you deserve it.
Ahhh thank you so much! I will try, hoping to feel better soon. 🥰✨
Hey!✨ Don't judge me, but I totally made a new cover because, welp, Sidelines will have a new season, and why not? Hehehe.
I love the colors and the general sense of, dare I say, possessive romance it gives.
Oof yes! I did not think about that, and it definitely is the vibe that it gave away! I was thinking of more of a Jackson, kinda obsessed with Ethan, but it fits. Thank you so much for the love and support 🫶🏼
You're quite talented and deserve all the love!
Wow that's amazing!
Thank you!
Jackson x Ethan in Maggie's Party ✨😉
POV: You know that going to a bedroom alone with him is a mistake, or not? 📔✨🏈
That's so good!!
Omg love the new cover!
Thank you so much! It was on my bucket list for some time, but I did not have the chance to make a new one. I love the results, and I'm really happy you like it!
YOU DREW IT?!
@FeastOfNoise Hehehe, yes, it is a hobby of mine. I don't draw too frequently because I have carpal tunnel in both hands (yikes, yes, I know I'm a young millennial) but I do illustrated covers or characters for friends and sometimes mine
Wow that's amazing! You should do commissions!
Also hope your carpal tunnel heals.
Thank you!
Yes, I thought about it but, ah, my time is very limited. I hope I can do it one day🩷
That's really impressive. I hope you get well soon.